(Hindi) Inner work experience

18 sal se jin usulo pe mai ji rhi thi, iss journey me aane k bad usulo ki dhajjiya uda di, maine jo life k rules banaye the sare break hone lge.

itna paining k sehan krna mushkil hone lga, bal zdne lge wait loss hone lga ,or ghadi ghadi bimar pdne lgi, mgr jb dard hadd se jyada hone lga, tb maine Radha Gopinath ko prey kia k agr maine zindagi me teri kbhi bhi sachhi bhakti ki hogi to meri mdat kr, koi nek banda bhej jo muze iss dard se bahar nikalega, or usi vkt PARAM sir k vedio mile sare sign muze match ho rhe the.

Tb pata Chala k mai twinflem journey me hu, mgr sir bar bar apne vedio me kehate hai k inner work krna bohot jaruri hai ,or sir ne innerwork shuru krnewali ek vedio bheji thi.

kyunki U tube pe bohot sare log hai jo inner work lete hai, mgr maine krishna ko bola tha muze sachha guru bhej jo muze iss journey me madat krega, or mere soul ne param sir ko chuna.

Maine unhe msg kia unhone muze time dia, mai andr se bohot nrwas thi k kaise response denge ye, mai to inko janti tk nhi but maine bohot dar dar k fon kia sir ko kyunki mai allready bohot pain me thi, logo se bat krne ka confidence nhi tha muz me. fir bhi maine call kia, kyunki vhi eklote insan the jo muze iss dard se bahar nikalne wale the.

Maine kha hallo sir kya mai twinflem journey me hu ? Unhone itna achha jwab dia or bohot hi humble lge muze, usi vkt mere soul se aawaj aayi k yhi tumhare twinflem journey k guru hai bss mai sure ho gai, us vkt sir ne mere sawal ka jwab dia tha ki agr aap twinsoul nhi hoti to mere vedio tk pohachati hi nhi or agr tum nhi bhi ho twinsoul to kya tumhe iss pain se bahar nhi niklna hai?

Muze itna sukun mila inke jwab se k koi to hai jo iss dard se bahar niklne ki garantee de rha hai, or maine param sir ka inner work join kia.

Innerwork ka pehala din shuru hua subhah 6 bje, maine dekha class me or bhi DF thi. Online class tha maine sabke chehre dekhe sabhi bohot dukhi the muze andar se rona aa rha tha, mgr jaise hi sir ne bolna shuru kia unka hr ek shabd muze ye shashvati de rha tha, k ab tum dard se bahar niklogi, riday k andr shanti cha gai jaise jaise o sare tools le rhe the, aisa lg rha tha kitne jnmo se meri aatma isi pl ka wait kr rhi ho. bohot relief feel hua, sir k liye mere dil me or bhi samman bdh gya tha, kyunki itne dukhi logo ko bahar nikalne ka kam divine ne unko dia tha, or o ek sachhe sipahi ki trh apni duty kr rhe the.

Mere mn me aaya k kitni mhan aatma hai ye, jinko divine ne chuna hai apne kam k liye, kyunki hm logo ki psand ho sakte hai ,bhale hi hm achhe ho ya na ho ,but divine sirf unhi soul ko psand krti hai jo pure hai, or hamare pram sir divine k ladale hai.

jb m 1st session hua usi din mere twin ne muze unblock kia hr jgh, or un logo k call aane lge jo meri anergi drein kr rhe the. Tb mai samz gai k muze sahi sahi innerwork mila hai, or 2nd session k bad twin ka call aaya, tb pta chala k usko bhi tklif hoti hai. Jo banda mere sath 9 month se bat nhi krta tha, jaise hi innerwork stat kia uska call aana shuru hua.

Tbse maine bohot hi honestly innerwork kia hai. Ek din bhi skip nhi kia, aaj mai kafi balance hu. chakra k moovment ko feel karne lgi hu or ab to jaise ek latt hi lg gai hai. iska sara srey param sir ko jata hai.

Unhone hamesha hamare tklif me guide kia hai, hr bat ko achhe se samzaya hai, or kbhi bhi harsh language me bat nhi ki. hmesha sabhi ko respect dia hai. maine kbhi sir k chehare pe gussa nhi dekha.

Jo actual twinflem journey me hai unko param sir k pass hi aana chahiye, kyunki sach sirf inhi k pass hai. Agr aap apne isht devta ki niswarth bhav se bhakti kroge tbhi param sir jaise nekcdii guru milenge.

Mai krishna ko lots of tnx bolti hu k unhone pram sir ko guru k rup me hme dia. mai hmesha unke contact me rehna chahungi ,or unke liye prey krungi k krishna unko or aashirwad de or shakti de taki ve mere jaise jivatmavo ki help kr sake.

Krishna bless u sir.